been awhile...

Well, it has been awhile since I posted anything. But GOOD news!! I have 1 pound left until I will have lost 50 pounds!!! The only downside to this is that I need new clothes, which isn't a problem if I had money...lol  I need a new bathing suit to go to Darien Lake with the kids on Friday because mine is too big! That is a great feeling! But one question, how come when I look in the mirror I am still fat?? I do not see myself as smaller and I still feel very awkward in skinnier clothes. I hate this feeling.